Monday, April 15, 2013

Sometimes I don't understand.

What's weird is that the tragedy at Sandy Hook Elementary didn't affect me the way it seemed to affect everyone else.  I was dismayed when I had heard, but it didn't feel personal.

What happened today at the Boston Marathon felt personal.  I don't know if it was because it was bombs instead of guns or if it's because they still don't have a suspect which makes it feel more anonymously senseless, or if it's because I'm in the midst of training for my first marathon and Boston is a dream.  Despite the graphic warnings, I sift through the online photos of the tragedy.  I read about those who've lost limbs and think about how devastating to never take another step.  It freaks me out.

I feel helpless and sad.

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